Can You Live with "Why"?

Do we always have to have the answer to "why"? I think it is human nature to want to have the answer to every question. We have this tremendous need for closure. Uncertainty seems to drive most people crazy, yes, including me! However, the reality is, sometimes, we will just not know the answer. The question I pose to you right now is this. Can you live with an unanswered “why”?

I think that a lot of people would find peace if they were able to learn to live with uncertainty. Sometimes, there really is no definitive answer. For example, in the world of oncology, there are so many unknowns. The patients I work with often want an answer to why they got cancer. Some cancers have an obvious cause. If you are a heavy smoker and you develop lung cancer, there is no mystery as to how it happened. However, I have had many patients, who were basically healthy most of their lives, had little to no family history of cancer, yet they had cancer. The inevitable question in situations like this is always “why did this happen to me?” They wonder if they did something to cause their disease or they wonder if the area in which they live was somehow a contributing factor. The hardest thing for them is to just accept that the answer may never be found. They must learn to shift their focus on to the business of dealing with their diagnosis and find peace within the turmoil of such a diagnosis. I have found that the ones who are able to come to an acceptance are the ones who emotionally and mentally seem to do better during their treatment journeys.

So, you may ask how one makes the transition from being the “why me” person to becoming the “it is what it is” person. There is no one size fits all answer for everyone, so I will share what has worked for me. First of all, my faith has been the anchor that has kept me from going adrift in the waves of uncertainty. I always go to Proverbs 3:5, where it says, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.” Let that sink in for a second. We do not always have all the answers and if our peace depended on knowing everything, then we would simply never be at peace. My trust in the Lord allows me to know that even if I do not understand why something is happening, I know that He does and I also know that, no matter what, He will work the situation out so that it benefits me in some way, even if the process is painful.

Another important thing I have learned is that I can sit in my distress because it will not kill me and it will eventually pass. Whether or not I know the answer to why something bad is happening becomes inconsequential. I know that I will get through it, so the need to know why fades in importance. Patience becomes more important than the answer to the “why” question. Granted, I am still a work in progress where patience is concerned, but I never said I was perfect!  Stop being so afraid of distress. You will emerge on the other side of it. The frantic search for the answer to “why” will only cause you more distress, especially if there is no answer to “why”.

This is what  I hope and pray for those of you who are reading this and for those who can relate to the need to always have the answers to the unanswered questions. . I hope that you can learn to come to an acceptance that you may not ever know the answer. I hope that you have a trust in God, or a higher power, and know that whatever the situation, you have been equipped to withstand it. The situation, with all of its uncertainty, will somehow work itself through and will work to develop you as a person. Once you can trust and let go of the need to have all the answers, you will find a peace that you never knew was possible. This incessant need to know why only causes fear, anxiety and stress, because the why is not the end goal. Sometimes, the answer does not bring the peace you are expecting it would. The peace comes from the letting go, and the wisdom comes from learning through the process. Now, I ask you again, can you live with “why”? Today, I challenge you to try. God bless!